Kaisi Teri Khudgharzi Lyrics (English Meaning) – Rahat Fateh Ali Khan | Sehar Gul Khan

Mohabbat Ko Bharay Bazar Mein Ruswa Kiya Tu Ne
You disgraced our love in the middle of a crowded marketplace.

Ay Saudagar Meray Dil Ke Yeh Kya Sauda Kiya Tu Ne
O merchant of my heart, what kind of bargain have you made?

Mohabbat Ko Bharay Bazar Mein Ruswa Kiya Tu Ne
You humiliated love publicly in the open market.

Ay Saudagar Meray Dil Ke Yeh Kya Sauda Kiya Tu Ne
O trader of my heart, what deal was this that you struck?

Yeh Kaisi Teri Khudgarzi Sunni Na Dil Ki Ik Arzi
What kind of selfishness is this—you did not listen to even one plea of my heart.

Merey Anso Na Dekhey Tu Teri Marzi Teri Marzi
You did not see my tears—your will, only your will.

Teri Marzi Teri Marzi Yeh Kaisi Teri Khudgharzi
Your will, your will—what kind of selfishness is this?

Teri Marzi Teri Marzi Yeh Kaisi Teri Khudgharzi
Your choice, always your choice—what selfishness!

Yeh Kaisi Teri Khudgharziii…
What kind of selfishness is this…

Main Saan Saan Harri Harri
With every breath, I grow weak and pale.

Main Rul Di Aan Mari Mari
I wander, broken and dying inside.

Main Saan Saan Harri Harri
Each breath leaves me drained.

Main Rul Di Aan Mari Mariyan
I roam around, shattered, almost lifeless.

Diya Hai Zakhm Bhi Tuney Harra Hai Woh Silaaa Hi Nahi
You gave me wounds, yet there is no remedy to heal them.

Mohabbat Ja Tujhey Chora Mujhey Tuj Se Gillaaa Hee Nahi
If I leave your love, I have no complaint against you.

Mujhe Bas Dur Jana Hai Terey Dil Se, Nigahon Se
I only want to go far from your heart and your gaze.

Guzarna Hi Nahi Muj Ko Teri Galiyon Se, Rahon Seeee …
I do not wish to pass through your streets or your paths anymore.

Teri Manzil Bhi Jhooti Hai
Even your destination is false.

Terey Sab Khawab Hain Khotey
All your dreams are deceitful.

Teri Rahee Fareebi Hain
Your ways are full of deception.

Terey Rastey Zabeen Marzi
Your paths follow only your own will.

Teri Merzi Teri Merzi Teri Merzi …
Your will, only your will…

Sunni Na Dil Ki Ik Arzi
You did not hear a single plea of my heart.

Yeh Kaisi Teri Khudgarziii …
What kind of selfishness is this…

Main Tak Tak Harri Harri
Looking and waiting, I grow pale and weak.

Main Tere Utto Vari Vari
I would sacrifice myself for you again and again.

Main Tak Tak Harri Harri
Watching endlessly, I fade away.

Main Tere Utto Vari Variyan
I keep giving myself up for you.

Teri Chaukat Pe Rakkha Tha
I had placed myself at your doorstep.

Jala Kar De Bhujaaa Toh Nahi
But you burned me out and did not even extinguish the flame.

Tere Daman Se Lipta Tha
I was clinging to your garment.

Mera Aansoon Giraaa Toh Nahi
Yet you did not notice my tears falling.

Tera Saaya Mere Aage
Your shadow stands before me.

Meri Awaz Peeche Hai
But my voice lags behind.

Tera Dil Koi Patthar Hai Meri Jaan Ishq Ke Neeche Hai
Your heart is like stone, while my life lies crushed beneath love.

Meri Saansein Mujhe De De
Give me back my breath.

Khudara Mujhko Jeene De
For God’s sake, let me live.

Meri Faryaad Sunle Tu
Listen to my cry.

Kabhi Sunle Meri Arzi
At least once, hear my plea.

Teri Marzi Teri Marzi
Your will, your will.

Teri Marzi Teri Marzi Yeh Kaisi Teri Khudgarzi
Your choice always—what kind of selfishness is this?

Mere Humdard Bedardi
My supposed companion, yet so heartless.

Main Saan Saan Hari Hari
With every breath, I wither away.

Main Rul Diya Mari Mari
I wander broken and dying.

Main Saan Saan Hari Hari
Each breath makes me weaker.

Main Rul Di Mari Mariyan
I roam shattered, barely alive.